Eddie just celebrated his 42nd Birthday a couple of weeks ago and I was faced with the obligation to play his favorite game. Eddie LOVES games, especially strategic games. The kids thought it would be a nice "gift" to him to play a game together as a family on his birthday. They wanted to play a game called "Cities and Knights of Catan" and it is a very long game to play...and very detailed! Well, when I heard about this plan, I took a deep sigh and tried to prepare myself for this trial before me. I know myself all too well. I do not play games with a good attitude UNLESS I am winning and then it is a blast!! I had days to "prepare" my heart for ...well lets say this "trial". I prayed some and thought about what to expect. BUT...to my great disappointment I did not fare well.
Of course I was the big Loser in the game and after...playing for 6 hours...it definately was not fun for me any longer!
It is interesting when God puts us to a "Test". He gives us opportunities to make changes in our lives. I failed...and had to apologize to my kids (and confess to God) for my attitude. One of my kids reminded me of 1 Corinthians 13...Love is patient....Love is Kind.....Love does not seek its own (the next time I play I will have scripture cards in front of me as reminders).
God is good and growing me in this area. Everyone did enjoy it in spite of my moments of frustration. Next time I will definately play with a heart filled with the Spirit!
